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The ER September 5, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tam @ 12:35 am

Alright, some gory medical details are to follow below the line, but the short of it is here for those who want to skip the gory stuff. I got sick the other night, went to the ER after calling 911, and spent 13 hours there. I am okay now. I’m not great - my blood pressure is still low-normal off my blood pressure medication and I have some abdominal pain, but I’m alright and have scheduled followup to find out what the real issue might be.

Okay, so, for the details.

I awoke about 3 a.m. Wednesday morning at David and Kathryn’s place after having gone to bed around 2 feeling fine. I didn’t feel right, grabbed my cell phone and headed for the bathroom. I proceeded to be pretty sick, with diarrhea and retching and the most severe pain of my life. The gallbladder attacks of 20 years ago were nothing compared to this. I also became extremely diaphoretic (sweaty), which scared me, as I know it can be a symptom of heart problems, so I first called Bill, and then dialed 911. I was just barely able to get dressed and meet the squad outside so that I wouldn’t get the dogs all riled up.

Let me just say, this EMT was the coldest SOB I ever met. They let me crawl into the back of the squad (I’m sure they didn’t want to try to lift me). He complained that I couldn’t be still enough to get my blood pressure. He then told me my blood sugar was “crazy high”. I had informed them I am diabetic. They get me to Triage, and the nurse starts taking vitals and history. At this point, the EMT tells her my blood sugar was 166, hardly “crazy high” for a diabetic. As soon as she got my blood pressure, a mere 78/43, she quit with the history and got me back into the ER. By this time, Bill had come up behind me and had his hands on my shoulders; his presence was very soothing, but it was clear he was pretty scared, too. Neither of us is used to getting that kind of attention in the ER, as usually it’s stitches or something less critical, but a blood pressure that low was obviously not something to be messed with.

They got me back and put IVs in both hands, started 2 bags of fluids to try to get my pressure up, at first with little success. I was out of it and in a lot of pain, but it was lessening. The evening nurse was awesome and helpful, very apologetic about having to do the IVs in my hands, very professional. The doctor was in my room every 5 minutes or so, which of course had me scared shitless. They drew a bunch of labs.

So, my blood cultures were clean, my labs were all normal, except for a white count of 19. They infused vancomycin and Zosyn. They sent me to x-ray to get films of my guts. They gave me morphine for the pain, which helped a lot and allowed me to sort of fugue out and almost-sleep for a while. I sent Bill home with Dan to get some rest, and Dan came back with some clean clothes, rubbed my back, was very sweet to me.

The x-rays and a bedside ultrasound apparently showed a mass on my right ovary, so they sent me for a CT scan with IV and oral contrast. Bleh. Yuck. If I never do that again, it’ll be too soon. That confirmed the mass, so they then sent me for a transvaginal ultrasound. Again, very miserable stuff, especially when you’re in pain. I’ve never had penetration hurt before, so that was pretty scary.

So, I wait around some more, and the OB/GYN resident comes to do a pelvic exam; there’s nothing grossly wrong, but there’s tenderness when she does the bimanual exam. She tells me about the mass, which apparently is about 2.5 x 4.5 x 5.6 cm.

After 13 hours in the ER and the third resident of the day, they gave me a meal try and some discharge instructions, sent me home. It was after hours and the person who schedules followup was already gone, but she called me tonight and I have a followup appointment for Monday afternoon.

We still don’t have an explanation for the diaphoresis and drop in my blood pressure. It just doesn’t make a whole lot of sense, except perhaps the mass is a cyst and it burst. That MIGHT cause the diaphoresis and the BP drop, but…

I’m alright, as I said, but not completely okay. I’m scared about what Monday will bring. I suspect I’m headed for surgery to have this mass removed, and if so I intend to come out of it sterilized. I’m beyond an age when I believe it would be safe or reasonable for me to be pregnant, anyway, and birth control is a pain, so it would solve that, at least.

I’ll keep you posted on what happens.

 
 

Not My Kink… August 23, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tam @ 3:02 am

It’s really kind of a shame that, despite just how kinky I am (and really, I’m kind of a sick fuck, to be honest), I really do not get any joy or thrill from having random, unknown strange men expose themselves to me. I keep having these experiences. What a sick fuckin’ culture, that these guys gotta run around with their johnsons out to try to get a reaction. I figure the best reaction to an exposed john thomas is none whatsoever.

The first time I remember being flashed by a stranger, I had just learned that someone in my family had died. I don’t remember who, actually, at this point. I was in a haze. I was at Washburn High already, so I guess it was a grandparent, but I know the call about Gramma came in the middle of the night. So, I was walking home, playing that “walk ahead and see if you can get there before the bus” game. This wasn’t a common thing for me, to be walking home from school. I was walking past an elementary school, and some dude in a long coat simply opens his coat. I suspect the look he got from my addled brain was entirely blank.

The next time I remember, I was sitting in a Steak ‘n’ Shake in the middle of the night with Bill. A big, jacked-up pickup truck pulls up next to the window and a guy who looks like your average, run-of-the-mill partying guy from the far-out ‘burbs (think Craig and his boys, if you want a mental picture and know wtf I mean), gets out. He opens his fly, whips out his percy and starts jumping up and down and pointing at it. I tried so hard not to laugh that I nearly hurt myself.

Afterwards, I felt a little awkward, wondered if I should report him. I didn’t. I am just not clear that’s the appropriate answer to this behavior.

Well, as my gentle readers may well have gathered by now, it just happened again. I drove up to Speedway at Weber to buy smokes. It’s hot, I’m in pajama bottoms and a tank top, my hair’s a freakin’ crazy pinkish-purple mess. I come out and there’s a car sitting next to mine, running. It’s a dark car, and the license plates say “Dug Trim”. I admit that probably pissed me off more than anything. See, I couldn’t get a license plate in Ohio that said “Bi Grrl” because it was too suggestive!!! Anyway, dude is in front of his car, around the side of the building. He’s standing there, taking a leak. I know he wanted me to look, because he looked right at me and swung it around and smiled. The craziest thing about all of it is that there was a cop parked within about 30 feet of there, sitting in the cruiser with the lights on.

It’s just a crazy, fucked-up world.

Okay, so, there’s my brain dump about exposed little Elvises.

 
 

Bill’s Birthday Cake August 22, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tam @ 10:55 am

Yep, definitely getting the hang of this frosting thing :)

 
 

Flickr August 5, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tam @ 7:37 pm

I apparently created a Flickr account at some point; just logged on and added my first photo, as it was the only way to connect it to Ravelry and I am interested in being more diligent about blogging my knitting projects. I also want to get some pics of girlfriend’s birthday gift, but that’d be premature and a spoiler for her, so it can wait until Monday :)

If you’re on Ravelry or Flickr, look me up. I’m tamiris (who’da thunk?)

 
 

Souvenirs of Stupidity July 31, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tam @ 9:16 pm

So, I was gonna put a pic of my lovely bracelets from my trip to the ER the other night, but I seem to have already lost my souvenirs, LOL.

It was just dumb, okay? I should never have tried to push a heavy kitchen table up the basement stairs myself. I certainly shouldn’t have tried to do it without taking the legs off the table first. I have no excuse whatsoever, as my neighbor and her bff were home and would gladly have helped me do it.

I’m fine. It cost me a $75 ER copay as well as a coupla days of feeling like rewarmed dog barf. I got off really fuckin’ easy this time.

 
 

Blonde for a minute… July 18, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tam @ 2:08 pm

I was in the middle of dying my hair when I was unreasonably struck with an urge to be responsible. So, for now, I’m blonde… but not for long.

 
 

New hair color… July 8, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tam @ 5:21 am

to match my new glasses. :)

 
 

I sew stuff…

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tam @ 5:13 am

I did this embroidery, my third embroidery project in the last week or so, for Sara’s apron. The pic’s not great, but you’ll get the idea. She’s about 7″ tall :)

 
 

Fairies FTW May 15, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tam @ 8:28 am

I have created a sort of “trademark” fairy that makes me pretty happy. I’m getting a lot more comfortable, both with pen and paper and with Photoshop. I want to learn Illustrator, as I suspect it’s better tailored for my style, but I need to find an appropriate tutorial/project.

Anyway, here she is:

 
 

OMFG! Aliens! BBQ! WTF??? April 24, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — Tam @ 7:40 am

I just finished Guitar Hero II on medium difficulty, and I just have to say it…. WTF!!!!?????

Spoilers follow…

So, I get done with the 5th song in the set list, and the crowd starts chanting and I’m like “No fuckin’ way, they can’t really do this to me.” But they did. The crowd’s screaming “Freebird!” and then it comes up - “Play Freebird?” I tell it yes. I go through 2 more screens that are like “do you really wanna try this? only a legend can do it”. *snort*

Well, so, I’m a rock legend on medium mode. Didn’t even have to practice to get through the solo, although it sucked. I saved my energy a lot to save my butt a coupla times when I was in the red, but got through.

Then the aliens sucked me off the stage and my band, whose name is, uhm, “not classy enough” (that’s actually stolen from Rock Band) for publication, gets a letter from the management, and there’s a message in the stars… which I can’t remember, LOL.

Okay, so I did it. Another XBOX 360 achievement. I’m gettin’ to be a whore, but don’t tell GenericJoe :D